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Sunday, 29 June 2008

  • Feeling old..

    ..useless and wornout. Went to Dragonfly with the guys. It felt boring. It never use to feel boring. Maybe I've grown out of the clubbing phase. Now , I just want a place to sit down with my friends and talk, which is what we really want.

    Going to reservist tomorrow. Gawd , I hate and like reservist. It's so disruptive yet you get to see old friends. I don't know. It feels more sucky than not.

    Sighz
    Still wondering whether I should watch Spain vs Germany. If I watch I'll be really tired, if I don't I'll regret it. So how?

Wednesday, 25 June 2008

  • feeling emo

    What am I doing? I don't know!

    feeling lost and confused. I don't have a clue what I'm doing. I can't get into the industry cos I have no experience. So what the fuck. It's like getting stuck between a rock and a hard place. There's nothing you can do, but keep trying. Somehow miracles will happen. I hope.

    I miss Melissa, I love the way she smiles, the way she makes me feel. Some how, she's gone and she'll never be back. I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

Friday, 06 June 2008

  • My memoir of a great person would read something like..

    if i looked back at today..

    "I had saturated my brain with wordings of Experience, marine , Autocad , Apply, that my brain would no longer take in any more or read through any other job ads. 2 year, 3 years, 10 years... Every kind of job requires experience of some kind. Work finding was getting more and more frustrating. I had tempted to find a parttime job that would pay much less than what I was expected to earn. I felt despair. I was a graduate fresh out of school, with not even an ounce of experience in my pocket, yet the only thing that kept me going was getting a better and higher paying job with better prospective than SW.

    A great person once told me, find a job you enjoy and never work a day.
    A job that I liked. hmmm.. Whatever could that be?

    The sky's the limit me, yet I was brainwashed by corporate NUS into getting a job for maritime industries. I had gotten a job alert ad in my email for a Trainer position at the Singapore Jurong bird park. I had no interest in Birds, let alone speaking to an audience and doing shows for them. Why was this in my email at all?

    The truth was if I had succumbed to that thought of being a bird trainer, I wouldn't be the CEO of xxxx coy commanding a multibillion industry and writing this memoir. So people, following your dreams is bullshit. Work for money. Money makes the world go round. Now, that is the absolute truth."

    Ok now to set this in motion

Wednesday, 04 June 2008

  • 没有地球,太阳还是围绕。

    睡不着。。 又想起和她在一起的日子, 好开心,却又好难过。。 不知道为什么。。

    我已经爱上她的笑容,要怎么收藏,要怎么拥有。

    戒不掉,已经戒不掉她的微笑。。。

    和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着。。 该是时候放手了吧

    他的手应该比我的温暖许多吧 。。

    祝你们幸福



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